Another day, another dollar (well pound sterling, but that doesn’t work as well). The opportunity I’ve been offered has been playing on my mind a bit today as it is a feel dilemma, I kind of know what my gut is saying but not sure if I’m following a deadend road metaphorically.
I have anxiety about making the right decision sometimes but then I have to remember a wise person once told me that it’s always the right decision at the time of making but things might not turn out as you expect but that doesn’t mean that when the decision was made it wasn’t the right one.
I think this past 18 months have taught us that no-one can predict what is around the corner so you just have to do what feels right in the moment and then see where it takes you. This is hard for me as I kind of like having a plan, well being in control and that’s just not always possible – like getting the bus to and from work!!
I struggle with relying on others be that my family, friends or even the bus company. I grown so used to being self-reliant for a myriad of reasons which I won’t bore you with but mainly being let down a lot by people I love(d) that now my circle of friends don’t let me down I still find it hard to accept help when offered. Something else to explore over the coming months!