Wednesday 27th October 2021

Since making that decision yesterday I’ve been conflicted! I’ve felt lighter in myself that I’ve said that I’m struggling but also guilty for feeling like I’ve let the team down.

Who knew working in a team again would be so emotionally challenging, well it is for me! I’ve grown so used to working on my own, doing my own thing in the last decade that reintegrating myself into a team is proving hard. I am loving what I’m doing so guess it will get easier and less alien over time.

A few months ago I wrote on my other blog that I was running on empty and I kind of feel like that again, I’m doing what I can to keep my energy up as best I can with good nutrition, exercising now and also a good nighttime routine.

However, I feel like I could sleep for days if I had the chance, which I don’t as got so many things that I need to do, doesn’t help that over the weekend I wasn’t able to the complete the work I was planning so now this week I’m on the backfoot a little with it all.

Off to bed in a bit so am hoping another night of around 7hrs sleep might help, well my Fitbit say 7 hours but I’m not sure that is true, think it might be time to go back to my doctors and see if I can get some help.

Published by lincolnshiregirl

I'm 40 something gal living in the beautiful county of Lincolnshire, England. I run my own business which is a rollercoaster of good times and bad times but it is what makes life interesting. I'm a self-confessed foodie, which some people might think is bordering an obsession, but a good obsession I would say. I am a fully qualified food technologist, nutritionist and personal trainer and use my skills and knowledge to keep striving to better myself in all areas of my life. Despite being dyslexic I love reading both fiction and non-fiction books and usually have four or five on the go at any one time. I enjoy keeping myself fit and healthy by regular visits to the gym as well as enjoying open water swimming and sometimes I'm brave enough to swim without a wetsuit. This blog is all about my life and adventures.

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