Since making that decision yesterday I’ve been conflicted! I’ve felt lighter in myself that I’ve said that I’m struggling but also guilty for feeling like I’ve let the team down.
Who knew working in a team again would be so emotionally challenging, well it is for me! I’ve grown so used to working on my own, doing my own thing in the last decade that reintegrating myself into a team is proving hard. I am loving what I’m doing so guess it will get easier and less alien over time.
A few months ago I wrote on my other blog that I was running on empty and I kind of feel like that again, I’m doing what I can to keep my energy up as best I can with good nutrition, exercising now and also a good nighttime routine.
However, I feel like I could sleep for days if I had the chance, which I don’t as got so many things that I need to do, doesn’t help that over the weekend I wasn’t able to the complete the work I was planning so now this week I’m on the backfoot a little with it all.
Off to bed in a bit so am hoping another night of around 7hrs sleep might help, well my Fitbit say 7 hours but I’m not sure that is true, think it might be time to go back to my doctors and see if I can get some help.