Happy Valentine’s Day!
Today has been all about putting a brave face on and smiling through sadness! This will be my 11th valentines day as a singleton and it sucks if I’m honest. I have had a few flings over the years but nothing long-lasting.
I know that having a partner isn’t the be all and end all in life and even in a relationship you can be lonely but ultimately I would like to be with someone, someone to share my life with. However, right now I don’t feel in the right mindset to be putting myself out there and looking for love so need to have patience and know that at some point I’ll have enough self-confidence & belief to brave the dating scene again.
I’ve stayed off social media today and busied myself with work so that I don’t get too upset about my situation, tomorrow is another day.
Managed the gym again this morning, still finding it hard going as I’ve lost so much of my fitness, have to remember that I will get it back and again be patient with the process and that it will be consistency with going will get the results I want.