A pretty quiet day here with not a lot to report! Sophiecat got me up at 5am to feed her and then I went back to bed and she woke me again at 7am! Got up, grabbed some coffee and read the news online.
Food shop and then breakfast and caught up on some tellybox of programmes I’ve recorded ages ago and haven’t had time to watch them. Also surprising for a Saturday I actually did some work, I don’t usually work on a Saturday as can never seem to get my head in work mode but today I had the urge to crack on with a few client requests.
Feeling a slight sense of uneasiness today, can’t quite put my finger on it but a feeling that I need to do some inward-looking activities but as I avoid doing this as it’s hard and not sure I want to know the answers which is probably why I did work instead. As I did quite a bit of work today, tomorrow I will sit and contemplate my life and see if any answers come up.
There are just 120 days left of this transformation and feel like I’ve completely lost my way with it so need to find a way to make these last few months count towards changing areas of my life I’m not happy with. I know I put a lot of pressure on myself to always be better and perhaps I should just be happy in the moment and allow things to happen instead of me forcing it.