Today has been quite a tough day, sleeping was hard last night as it was still hot in the house and although my sofa is really comfy it’s not the same as my bed.
It was a uni day but as I’m still self-isolating I was working from home which I find pretty hard as I like to separate my job & my business and the way I do this is by always going to the uni when I’m working there. I was planning new modules that I’m teaching & writing assignment briefs for these modules too. Feel a little out of my depth as this bit of the role is still pretty new to me.
Am feeling weighed down by life pressure today too, there have been lots of tears, I just want to feel like I’m free to be who I want to be (not that I know who that is right now), yet I just have to keep going with what I’m doing as need to earn money to just make ends meet. I do love what I do and would still do it if I had all the money in the world, however, that would be a choice I could make & right now I don’t have that choice.
I am still testing positive too which is really annoying!! Fed up with this too, fresh food is running low & I just want to have a workout…
Excuse the down-ness! Not feeling life today, I’m sure tomorrow I’ll feel different!!