Saturday 11th December 2021

Got woken up by Sophiecat at 3.30am and again around 5am when I finally gave in and got up and fed her!! Had a bit of a headache/hangover from a few glasses of wine last night at my friends but probably more to do with the lack of sleep/poor quality sleep. No gym again this

Friday 10th December 2021

Today I was nervous about teaching which played on my mind during the night, with very little deep sleep. These nerves were unfounded and the lecture went well, admittedly I only had one student but having one to one time with students is really nice as you get to know them better which I believe

Thursday 9th December 2021

Another fitful night’s sleep with some really weird dreams, can’t actually remember them now but when I woke up I was “What the fuck” was that all about. Then immediately forgot them. I’ve worked roughly 13 hours today, 9 hours at the uni and 4 on the business so mentally I’m done in, but physically

Wednesday 8th December 2021

A mixed bag of a day, half at the uni, half at home working on the business. At the uni, we had an open day where potential future students come and have a look around the campus and talk to us as lecturers about our courses and what it’s like to study with us. The

Tuesday 7th December 2021

I find it fascinating how your feelings/mood changes so vastly each day, yesterday I was full of excitement, yet today I’ve felt quite weary. The last few nights’ sleep has been disturbed, when I wake up the bed covers are all over the place and I feel like I’ve moved around so much in the

Monday 6th December 2021

As the days’ tick by in 2021, I’m getting excited about what 2022 might hold for me, lots of thinking going on about how I can change my habits to improve my life, decided that between now and the end of the year will be all about the prep work so as soon as I

Sunday 5th December 2021

Another slow day today as feel like I need to just be rather than rushing around doing stuff!! My phone has been off for the day which makes me feel at ease and know that messages will get answered tomorrow. I have done a bit of work as I had to finish off a tender

Saturday 4th December 2021

Today I had a Sophiecat wake up, I had planned to have a slow morning after an emotional week, my Saturday alarm is usually 5.41am and sophiecat woke me up just before this alarm. I fed her and went back to bed and woke up again just before 8am. I got up, made some coffee

Friday 3rd December 2021

This week has been really tough emotionally, last week I started chatting to a guy online and we hit it off, all was going well and then I fucked up, I allowed my insecurities to get the better of me and I made a mistake, and unfortunately, although I apologised the guy decided that he

Thursday 2nd December 2021

Another day in the home office and I started work just after 6am as Sophiecat had woken me up and won’t leave me be until I got up and fed her. Wanted to crack on with some work anyway as today I had a physio and facial appointment booked. So knew 3 hours out of