Thursday 21st October 2021

Today has felt like my head might explode!! I have so much going on inside my brain right now & usually I can cope but today my brain said otherwise and ended up with a migraine and me taking some ibuprofen to just function and get through the day & evening. I’m not one to

Wednesday 20th October 2021

Another day, another dollar (well pound sterling, but that doesn’t work as well). The opportunity I’ve been offered has been playing on my mind a bit today as it is a feel dilemma, I kind of know what my gut is saying but not sure if I’m following a deadend road metaphorically. I have anxiety

Tuesday 19th October 2021

Today has been about head and heart dilemmas, I’ve been offered an opportunity and really in a quandary about taking it. Need to weigh up the pros and cons of it and see where that takes me. Bused it into the uni again today, a little less stressed about now I know where I get

Monday 18th October 2021

Today has been a humbling day as I don’t have my car I had to get the bus into the uni and home later in the day, I’ve not used public transport for a work commute for over 15 years. It’s easy to take our cars for granted when we have the means to pay

Sunday 17th October 2021

Have had a bit of an easy/slow day today. Slightly jaded from yesterday’s fun and frolics! Thankfully the hangover wasn’t too bad as I did manage to eat a proper meal when I got home and drank quite a bit of water. I needed to do a few bits of work but nothing to strenuous

Saturday 16th October 2021 (written 17.10.21)

Didn’t manage a post yesterday as the day was all about enjoying myself! And when I remembered that I hadn’t posted one it was 11.13pm and I’d just woken from a drunken stupor on the sofa and needed to go to bed! Yesterday was the first day in what feels like forever when I didn’t

Friday 15th October 2021

Quite a rollercoaster of a day and I am completely spent… So where do I start really? My car is broken again, the new to me car that I literally only got five or six weeks ago and yes they’ve been tears, questioning why this is happened to me again and probably doesn’t help that

Thursday 14th October 2021

Today’s life lesson is realising that you know more that you thought you did. Most every day I’m racked with self-doubt, imposter syndrome and have little or no self confidence, this is especially true in my paid job, I know consciously that if I wasn’t able to do it I won’t have been offer the

Wednesday 13th October 2021

I’m starting to feel like a broken record as today has been much the same as the last two days, at the uni today and no teaching but mainly lesson prep and catching up on other admin. It was a good day though as some of my colleagues were in the office so good to

Tuesday 12th October 2021

Today I feel like “how can it still only be Tuesday” kind of mood! I feel like I’ve worked a full week already in 2 days! Doesn’t helped that I 9th day of working so no surprise I feel tired. No gym today as my rest day but according to my fitbit I had 10