Today has been a little strange, since deciding to quit my challenge last night I kind of felt a bit lost today as I wasn’t spending most of it working out when I was going to fit everything in.
I was the uni today, no lecturing so just desk work which was good in a way as I had loads of things to do and keep me busy.
On the way home I popped to the supermarket to get a few things & picked up some crisps and wine to eat tonight because I felt like it! I only had a small packet of crisps & a mini bottle of wine but I have to say both were utterly delicious and when they were finished I didn’t want any more!
Half of me is wishing I had carried on the challenge as it gave me structure & purpose but the other half is say – just do your thing & everything will fall into place as it should, stop tying to force it!!
I know I’m guilty of trying to force things when I want something so badly and usually I don’t get it, often it just falls in my lap when I’m not trying yet I seem to have a very short memory when this happens so try and force things.
So here’s to letting things flow…